It's made up of the best of both worlds.

It's the one place where you can have your cake served to you on a silver platter and eat it too.

And of course, it's non-existent.



Not too long ago, I learnt that I am an idealist. That's when I knew that I had to change, because if I were to stay that way, second best is the best I'll ever get.

Idealism stunts satisfaction; if perfection is all we recognise, nothing will be enough. But how, I wonder, do we gauge how much, or how little, we should be content with?

Also, how do I change my mindset? It's like studying- you know that you should, but you just can't concentrate, even though you've got your butt in your chair, notes all ready.


I'm trying to change, and I will change. One day, I will be good enough for you.