... is me.


Wow. Project work is really tough. Correction: working in a team is really tough.

I never deluded myself that I was on the same wavelength with these girls because I knew I wasn't. But I didn't think it'd come to the point where they might as well have been talking Greek.

The worst is, I can't edit their stuff too much. Which is totally reasonable. It's just that it's a natural impulse to change something that I don't know to something that I understand, and what I don't know is what they're writing. So I tried to translate it as best as I couldn't, because I can't imagine handing in something that I don't understand. Bet you couldn't either.

It'd be fine if we could trash it out, but something tells me it just isn't going to work.


I don't know how it's gonna be like facing them tomorrow.

I'm so frustrated right now, I can't begin to tell you.

My groupmates are a nice bunch, but our take on school stuff's too different. I didn't want to step on anyone's toes but I have the EQ of a worm and nothing's going right. I can't convince her, she can't convince me, and I can't convince myself to just let things slide and hand in something that I'm not convinced about.

I don't take disagreements about work personally, but what if they do? Maybe they think that I'm an asshole.

Life's a bitch. Maybe it's turned me into one too.

Guess who's blogging at 10 in the morning?

Now guess why.


I overslept. I was supposed to have an 8.30 class today, but I couldn't get my ass off the bed. And I suspect it's because of one of the videos I watched - or listened to, rather - last night.

It's one of those relaxation videos. I distinctly remember one of them saying "don't worry if you oversleep or undersleep, your body will wake you up." Was that why I overslept??!?!

Pear is gonna have a field day with this; he thinks it's hilarious that I listen to those videos but I just find them soothing, and I like listening to them regardless of whether I feel stressed or not.




Things are pretty messed up right now; I'm sick (though well enough to go to school today), my phone has gone to Nokia Care and is back with a new fault, project is not going well, I found out that my EQ is probably equal to my weight, I didn't do as well as I wanted to for a few tests, my cash cow's skipped town and I lost her number at Nokia Care.

On the bright side, my Accounting results weren't all that bad. Phew!