I had a rare case of insomnia last night. I went to bed around 3 15 - 45 minutes earlier than my usual bedtime these days and 2 hours later than what I had intended - and lay tossing and turning in bed for 3 hours. My head spun every time I closed my eyes and tried to relax for the first couple of hours or so.

Something's very wrong with me these days.

I can hear a few of you going "More like since forever," but I'm not gonna bother myself with what you think because that's your problem and you're still putting up with me aren't you?

I mean physically; my bio-clock is whacked, my stomach acts up every few days, I get twisted nightmares (not physical, but yeah) ... What gives?

Well, at least those few hours didn't go to waste completely. I thought about how I would plan my 21st if I celebrated it with more than Tonberry and decided that the theme would be along the lines of Casino Royale. That way, people can entertain themselves!

I also thought about how I'm gonna spend my holidays but I'm not letting you in on my plans just yet. I don't want anyone to say it's just all talk, y'know.